The Soul Observer Part II
A few short weeks ago, I experienced something that one could only describe as a rebirth, a spiritual download if you will. I felt it coming as I was doing a lot of interpersonal conflict work on myself. I wanted it so badly, but I NEVER actually thought it would happen! Not to me anyway. The following account is the best, most clearest way I know, how to describe this supernatural event that I was lucky enough to be a part of. Enjoy!
The Breathe of Life
As per usual, I was dealing with a lot of stress. When I am stressed, I feel it in my 3rd Chakra (the solar plexus). What it feels like is a constant, nagging burn right below the sternum. The result, my diaphragm gets tight, which inhibits me from taking a decent breath, which throws off the flow of energy, which sends me into anxiety and I can't relax. All I wanted was for it to just go away.
On my way to work one day, I tried having a philosophical conversation with myself. So many thoughts running through my mind, and I couldn't make sense of it all. As I approached the stoplight, something unimaginable happened. I became enveloped in this light yet dense energy. It felt like a surge of bright, white-gold light filling my body from the bottom up. As it reached my head, it felt what seemed like a dam bursting. At that moment, I felt a deep, cleansing breath fill my lungs. As the breath filled me, I became aware of everything and I could feel every emotion possible. I felt anger, hate, passion, love, sadness, happiness - all at once. I then felt something lift me up from under my arms as if I was a marionette being controlled by a puppeteer. I looked down to see that my feet were barely touching the ground. I tried to act as normal as possible. I had decided to walk to work that day and I didn't want to draw attention to myself as I tried desperately not to defy gravity. As mindblowing as it was, it was one of the most beautiful and profound experiences of my life.
In the days and weeks following, I pondered that day often and wondered what it truly meant. The answer that came to me was, "you were being reborn". Yes, as in a baby's first breath, I was taking my second breath of life. This incident was the beginning of the rest of my life. A second chance, and a knowing that I am being divinely guided. There was no doubt in my mind that my life has a purpose and I am on my way to fully realizing that dream.
It was about a week latert, that my Soul Observer emerged.
It was yet another day of walking to work. Again, pondering life's mysteries, praying, and talking to my guides, when I got to the same stoplight where my "breathe of life" experience happened. I felt that familiar energy surge. My body stood straight up and my head filled and the words came out, "I am The Soul Observer. I am the one who lives in your body, but I am not your body." I looked around and everything was surreal. I was standing outside of myself looking in as an objective onlooker. My body was there, but my soul was in control. I had no judgments, no frustrations, no anger, and there was pure unconditional love. It was beautiful. It was perfect bliss. After my Soul Observer emerged and introduced herself, she said to me, "tell the truth and those who will listen, will follow." I knew exactly what that meant. You see, before the emergence, I was having doubts about doing this blog. All those negative thoughts that stop me from doing what I love, came flooding my mind. "No one will care." "It's too personal." "People will judge me." At that moment, those thoughts disappeared and I felt so strongly, that I had to start this blog.
We always hear that we are on this planet for a reason. As a witness to the spirit realm, I am here to tell you that we, in fact, ARE here for a purpose and we MUST experience the bad as well as the good so that we can ascend to a higher position in this world and live our life's purpose. I know what my purpose is. I always knew it would be as a healer, but the KIND of healer, that would be priceless.
My Take Away
As I read and edit this blog, I realize that I should explain what "ascending to a higher position in this world" means. No, we are not all of a sudden becoming superhuman. But, we are raising our vibrations to a higher level. We start becoming nicer, more caring, more empathetic. We start considering other's needs and how our awesome vibration can spread out into the world and heal others. As for me, I started becoming more forgiving of myself. I started to see myself as someone I actually liked and stopped hating myself for the tiniest offense. I began respecting myself and the company I keep. I gained more wisdom, patience, and understanding of how to behave in a crazy crazy world like this. It also tempered my fear that others will judge me. Yes, they most likely will, but if I choose to care about it, then I give away my power. When we ascend, we stop choosing to worry about judgemental people, naysayers, haters - We trust that what we are doing is exactly what we are SUPPOSED to be doing. Trust me, the relief of knowing that I don't have to worry about what anyone thinks anymore is worth all of the hardships I've had to endure. Wouldn't we all like to live in a world like that? We can. All it takes is a good look inside, because a better life for all, always starts with YOU!
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Love and blessings...